December 16, 2009
 
      I got lost this morning trying to meet with Jesus. I wandered around for hours. Finally sat down on a tree root in a beautiful little forest.  I had my phone in my hand and five men approached me. Great, now I am going to get robbed. I Thought, and I quickly hid my phone.
     They could see that I was crying. Each one as they approached spoke kindly to me and either kissed my cheek or my hand. One offered me a branch from his pouch and said it was for altitude sickness. He held it to my nose and made a gesture that it would revitalize me. He said tranquillo and they continued on their way.
     The double arched rainbow this morning was without a drop of rain in two days. It lifted me and stayed for an hour.
     I am exhausted and raw and I can feel the shift happening in me now. This is what I prayed for and there is sweet kindness in the allowing. The course in miracles states, “In my defenselessness lies my strength.” I have a better understanding now.
     Good news. The ATM worked, I have a roof over my head for two months for $260, my belly is full and I am going to take a nap.
     Thanks for your loving prayers and support. Suz